What are you thinking? What I would give to take a stroll through your mind.
So kind, yet so hard to read. So gentle, yet so confusing. It's so frustrating. Here I am over thinking things. Trying to distract myself. Trying hard not to think of you. Every day. Every. Single. Flippin'. Day. I've never been in this position before. I've always been the pursued. Seems the tables have turned. I don't know how to respond. Is it strong like? Is it obsession? I definitely hope it's not the latter.
But how could I have failed to notice all those amazing qualities in you. Maybe I was in denial. Perhaps I noticed, but was protecting myself. I'm not the type of person to fall so easy. I don't wear my heart on my sleeve. Then I met you. It changed everything. But for the longest time I've been running. Away. Scared. Detaching myself from my feelings for you. A mental and emotional warfare. Isn't it so weird how we met? Everything we've been through. How everything fell into place. How you stumbled into my life, and I in yours. Definitely God's work. But the question remains...are you the One?
Quiet yet inquisitive. Reserved yet amusing. Modest yet confident. Old fashioned and chivalrous. Caring. Sweet. Calm demeanor. Sharp mind. You fascinate me.
I don't understand what this is...what we are...where we stand. We see each other so often, more than regular friends would, but it's only ever been platonic. Was I too direct? Did I scare you off when I asked if you liked me? You're leading me on even though you haven't actually made a "move". You didn't even give me a straight answer. And that's what's been driving me crazy. Maybe you're not ready. Maybe the timing is not right. Was it something I said? I'm pretty sure I've made it clear that I'm interested.
Wishing you could just ask me out already. Maybe I need to be more patient, after all, good things come to those who wait right? But on the other hand isn't life too short to wait?! Gah! What's a girl to do.
Please reveal to me what you're thinking 'cause I really want to know.
Interesting post...I'm kinda in a similar situation, I like someone but he's not clear about his intentions, he's different than the guys I've liked before, I don't know if I really like him or if it's infatuation...oh the mind games!
ReplyDeleteIt's tricky, those initial phases before you actually get into a relationship with someone. I don't know how to do it but I think when it comes to dating/romantic affairs, there are no rules. You feel whatever you feel, you do whatever feels right for you. Maybe it means you change up your outlook/strategy a bit until things naturally fall into place or until you get some closure. But I'm right there with you girl! :)