Sunday, January 27, 2013

A Walk Through Your Mind

What are you thinking? What I would give to take a stroll through your mind. 

So kind, yet so hard to read. So gentle, yet so confusing. It's so frustrating. Here I am over thinking things. Trying to distract myself. Trying hard not to think of you. Every day. Every. Single. Flippin'. Day. I've never been in this position before. I've always been the pursued. Seems the tables have turned. I don't know how to respond. Is it strong like? Is it obsession? I definitely hope it's not the latter. 

But how could I have failed to notice all those amazing qualities in you. Maybe I was in denial. Perhaps I noticed, but was protecting myself. I'm not the type of person to fall so easy. I don't wear my heart on my sleeve. Then I met you. It changed everything. But for the longest time I've been running. Away. Scared. Detaching myself from my feelings for you. A mental and emotional warfare. Isn't it so weird how we met? Everything we've been through. How everything fell into place. How you stumbled into my life, and I in yours. Definitely God's work. But the question remains...are you the One?
Quiet yet inquisitive. Reserved yet amusing. Modest yet confident. Old fashioned and chivalrous. Caring. Sweet. Calm demeanor. Sharp mind. You fascinate me.
I don't understand what this is...what we are...where we stand. We see each other so often, more than regular friends would, but it's only ever been platonic. Was I too direct? Did I scare you off when I asked if you liked me? You're leading me on even though you haven't actually made a "move". You didn't even give me a straight answer. And that's what's been driving me crazy. Maybe you're not ready. Maybe the timing is not right. Was it something I said? I'm pretty sure I've made it clear that I'm interested. 
Wishing you could just ask me out already. Maybe I need to be more patient, after all, good things come to those who wait right? But on the other hand isn't life too short to wait?! Gah! What's a girl to do. 
Please reveal to me what you're thinking 'cause I really want to know.

Friday, January 25, 2013

The Host

Ok, you don't even understand how stoked I am for this movie. Stephanie Meyer's The Host is one of my all time favourite books and I'm really excited to see Saoirse Ronan playing the lead girl role. She's an amazing actress. It looks good, I hope it doesn't disappoint.

So Cheap!!

So my friend showed me this video the other day and I can't stop watching it. It's freakin' hilarious. Enjoy.