Too Picky???

I was talking with two of my friends the other day and our conversation eventually led to the topic of men/relationships (what else is new). We were sharing our bad relationship history and how our exes consisted of either manipulative douche-bags, clingy psychos or dirty cheaters. 
Now, why is it that we always go for the freaks and losers?? Good question. We can never just date a normal, decent, loving, respectful, selfless guy, no, these types of guys are 'boring' in our book. Mr. Wrongs always seem to be more interesting and exciting, at least in the beginning. I mean, there are plenty of other reasons why we do date them, I could write an essay.
But you know what? I don't want to do it anymore. I don't want to deal with these kinds of men. I don't want to deal with anymore heartaches because quite frankly my heart can't bare to go through that kind of torture again. Which is why I've learned to keep my heart in its cage. The key will stay with me until I find someone who meets my standards. Is that too picky?? Maybe. But I'd rather be picky than settle. No more settling. I've learned to respect myself and if a man won't respect me the way I do, I'm sorry but he doesn't deserve me, he can go kiss his own reflection. Now I'm not saying he has to be perfect, that's mediocre, we don't live in a fantasy world. I just don't want another psycho in my life.
In a way, I'm glad I did date these guys, because they've taught me many lessons. I've learned a lot about men, what to expect from them, which qualities and attributes I like, what I dislike. They've enlightened me and I'm grateful for that. And now I know what I want and trust that God has a Mr. Right in store for me. I just gotta wait on Him. His timing is always perfect. 
So for all you ladies that are currently with a less-than-great guy just because you're comfortable with him or feel like you won't find anyone better despite him treating you like crap...dump his buttox. You are sooo much better than that. Please, don't ever underestimate your value.
Much love, Lissa.

Hunger Games

Firstly............happy new year!
So I started reading the book that's been getting the most hype lately, the one that everyone's bickering about.......The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins. Really excited, it's apparently a reaaally good read. In fact, they've turned it into a movie which should be released in theatres sometime in March.
I realize it's been for forevers that I haven't blogged but you see becoming a full-time employee has robbed me of my free time and if I do have the time I'm either tired or preoccupied with other events and activities. I'm on holidays now so I have the time off and I'm enjoying it to the fullest. I'll do my best to blog more often =) I do miss it. 
Well that's all I gotta say for now. 'Till next blog, Lissa.

Movie Corner: Fifty Fifty

Joseph Gordon-Levitt is simply amazing<3 Really wanna see this movie!!!

Officially Employed!

So, I've been sick for a about a week now and just when I think I'm recuperating, I get worse, I wake up with an ear infection. Man, it's like it's teasing me! Stop it you illness monster, let go of me already, quit holding me hostage! Hehe, excuse my erratic outbursts, I tend to be completely out of it when I'm sick.
Anywayyy so it's been a whiiile...updates, updates....I have a job! Yep, no more unemployed Lissa roaming the streets. I'm a teacher at a Montessori school. Apparently they're a branch of really good and highly regarded private schools. I had no idea. But what was pretty surprising and overwhelming was how quickly I got the job. I was just randomly browsing daycare centres on the net one day when I came across this number and with nothing to lose, decided to call them and see if they were hiring. Next thing I know, I get a call back from them asking me to come in the next day. Never even realized it was an interview until I was at the interview. 3 weeks later here I am, a new staff member.
The place where I teach is more so a preschool, it caters to children from 18 months of age to 6 years old which is great 'cause I love kids. I work with the 18 month to 2 and a half year olds, the age group people often run away from. Fortunately I have 2 years experience with toddlers and have the patience for them. Occasionally I help out in the older kids' classes come they need the assistance. Now I'm aware this job doesn't really have much to do with my field in the arts, but hey, it's start. Many people don't always immediately get jobs in their field. Some people work their way up. Besides I'm sure this somewhat accounts for social work, right?
Humble beginnings.
The place is a bit far, I take 2 buses, plus the subway. It takes me roughly around 1 hour and 5 minutes which isn't so bad considering it used to take me 45 minutes to get to school as a student, you get used to it. On the bright side, it's a job, I actually like it, the pay is pretty decent, and we get 2 weeks off for the Christmas holidays! Can't complain =)
I'll leave with this video, it's quite hilarious. Hope it makes your day!

Calm After The Storm

Ever have those really weeird days where you go through a series of intense mixed emotions?
I swear yesterday felt like a dream. A lot of interesting things happened and it put me through an emotional rollercoaster (funny that I say this as I literally did go on rollercoasters; we went to Wonderland). Throughout the day there were many tense/stressful moments with certain people as well as complete strangers. I felt intense headaches and dizziness and I'm not quite sure if it was a result of the rides or the intense sun or a combination of the two but it was something I've never experienced to that degree before. It kind of scared me. And on top of everything, I was PMSing. Lovely, I know. Excitement, anger, adrenaline, pressure, frustration. My head was about to explode, I couldn't take it, I couldn't even sleep!
You know what was even weirder? the fact that I woke up this morning and just sensed this calm, a peace that was incomprehensible, it was like the world went back to normal, like nothing happened the previous day. I love that, I'm really grateful to God for it. The calm after the storm.

Ever Wonder?

Randomness..
Did you ever wonder...

• Why does a round pizza come in a square box?
• What disease did cured ham actually have?
• How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage?
• Why is it that people say "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every 2 hours?
• If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a 'hearing'?
• Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV?
• Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?
• Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane?
• If the professor on Gilligan's Island can make a radio out of a coconut, why can't he fix a hole in a boat?
• Why does Goofy stand erect while Pluto remains on all fours? They're both dogs!
• If Wiley E. Coyote had enough money to buy all that ACME crap, why didn't he just buy dinner?
• Do the Alphabet song and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star have the same tune?
• Why did you just try singing the 2 songs above?
• Why do they call it an 'asteroid' when it's outside the hemisphere, but call it a 'hemorrhoid' when it's in your butt?

Speaking of randomness...

Higher Edumacation

First of all I'd like to welcome June, the month that marks the beginnings of summer, the month of promise, joy and ease. I can appreciate summer so much more because we only get 3 short months of it. June also means the start of many awesome festivals and outdoor events.
Moving on lol, I've been thinking about it and have decided that I will definitely be continuing my studies. I won't be going anytime soon, I'd like to take a couple of years off, volunteer, work, gotta save up cash, and then eventually go for my MA.....in Europe!
That's right! I've been looking into it and doing online research, looking up grad schools that offer a Master's in Art Therapy/Art Psychotherapies and surprisingly there are a lot in Europe that do! Initially I was leaning towards France or Italy but I doubt they offer these programs in English, so I finally settled for England. I mean it's a huge step I know but I figure after a few years, I'll be more mature, experienced and ready. Apparently it's tough and intense, but I know I can take it on 'cause i'm not alone. It's an amazing opportunity and it's Europe hello! Lots of people do it or at least would love to. Not to mention that it will look super good on a resumé.
I've realized that I've been really limiting myself, in what I could do/achieve, and I've always been saying that I want to travel or study abroad but I guess the only thing that was stopping me from doing that was myself. I can be such a chicken. I hate being tied down by fear. There's whole array of open options and opportunities out there and I feel like I'm really missing out because I'm shunning them all down.
Well, I now vow to be more open and ballsy.

I absolutely adore their new album!!